they call me ''she''

BACK FOR GOOD

2011-11-12T11:15:00.000-08:00

#TPWOLVES 2011/2012

"The secret behind this silver is to play less as an individual and to play more as a team"

Never have I thought that I would be able to clique so well with this bunch of girls. Never have I thought I would be so open about everything to them. Its so funny how I use to be known as a "dao fierce senior" in their eyes but a "crazy mianbao" now. We started from study dates, todinner, to supper, to opening up and sharing about our r/s, to stay overs, to drinking parties, to 10-days-seeing-each-other-consecutively, to partying like party rock stars in the car, to our explicit m18 dares,to our ice blast craze.

I must say that I love each and everyone of them so much and they are the reason why I wont leave this team.

So here's a quick shout out to my DOPE mates:
Shanini: You know you're special to me, you've watch me played since I was year 1. We weren't the closest then but you were the most inspiring captain I ever met. I remember we had a fetish for poking each other ass holes and I love rubbing your hammy. Now, you're like a sister who's always there to support me, especially my weakest moments. Thank you for your sacrifices. I don't know how to thank you enough for the effort you have put in through for them. Thanks for training me on my direct shots baby.

Xuanini: Xuan xuan, you're like a small sister! Your willingness to learn floorball inspires me a lot, you have so much potential (duh...look at your thighs HAHA) and I believe one day you'll make it far. You know, you have been a great joy in my life and you have been a pillar to me. Thank you for not being scared of me and always reminding on my bad habits time and again. I promise you my arms are always here, chilled for you to "weeeeeee"

Phoenini: Man... all I can think of is Gary now. Kidding, but do you still remember the first time I pointed to you that he was my EC? He was the last person you pointed YOU KNOW!!! you've been so awesome too phoen! I'm sure everyone can see the effort you put into this sport and even your studies too. I miss your lovely cupcakes. Sometimes I just feel that you're a gift sent from God, 1st, the place you stay, you remind me of someone. 2nd, you facial features, reminds me of another person. How not to love you, you tell me?

Claranini: HAR- HAR-HARRRRRR our potential clubber core girl. We go crazy together, We exchange dance moves together, we need to repent sins together. I have no idea where on Earth you get your energy source from, you're always going everywhere with a positive attitude and I'm so proud of you. Study hard and play hard dear, I'm always supporting you alright? We're sexy and we know it.

Seownini: Our most naive girl. I'm glad we found you and you found us. There's much more thing in life than boys, we must remember that. You're one girl that only someone who deserves it, deserve you. Every time you smile, you just bring so much joy to my heart. I'm secretly touched by the way you choose to sow seeds in our life. Little encouragement text and gifts, continue to work hard and strive hard alright

Patnini: Patty watty!! my fan4 ^^ THANK GOD THAT WE KNOW SO MANY SECRETS OF EACH OTHER NOW and we can actually connect to each other quite well. You've been an awesome center and now a defender! We've been through whacks and pushes together(still rmb the whack I gave you?) and I'm honored that I'll still get to play with you for at least a year. That night at phuture, was.... epic. Will never forget how much of a silly girl you are AND LASTLY, YOUR OCD LAST WARNING!!!!!!

And of course, Big Eu, Krys Rach, you girls are loved too!!

We had 2 duck pizzas, potato wedge, calamari rings and Timbre buffalo wings

rain

Week 4

2011-05-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

Just had a tiring day in school today. Mixed emotions of happy satisfied angry yet lousy at the same time. 50% of the dry run today at Top Table was seeing me getting yelled, reprimanded and demanded by service instructors while I was moving myself within the station with my mind blank. I was lost and confused. I didn't know how to control my 16 guests, I lost my focus and I wanted to be a super captain. I didn't know the answers to my waiters questions. I know that today will not be the worst of the days that is have yet to come but I'm all ready for these challenges because I know its within my capacity.

Go she! you can do it when operation starts next week!

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some pics to sum up my tuesday night with the B's at chomp chomp :>

2011-05-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

Love cycle.

"it starts off texting all the time. sending each other smiley faces, making each other smile. flirting, staying up late at night just having fun. then things get more serious. you start getting more personal. then you meet, you kiss him, you fall for him. then he asks you out. you date. doesn’t matter for how long, but you fall. fall hard enough you don’t know what’s happening. and when you wake up, you’re left with reality. he breaks up with you in a matter of not even a month, or maybe more. but in the end, it’s all the same. you always end up with a broken heart. and you keep going back to him because you love him. you’ll take his crap, you don’t care, because you just want him."

yesterday we had the worst quarrel ever yet I missed quarreling and being so open still with you at the same time,

True Love has no happy ending because True Love has no ending

2011-05-06T20:06:00.000-07:00

week 2's over and school has been nothing less than hectic. Projects and assignments are starting to pile up and well, stress is taking its toll. Lesson ends at 6/7pm every single day and praise the Lord, I survived week 2! its good that I keep myself busy especially all that has happen but in the midst of all things, you have never stop running in my mind and I still miss you. Oh anyway, I really my year 1 class mates so much.

Well, this post shall wrap up my long week end!

So Saturday, I didn't had floor-ball training so I was able to/decided to dress up for service! Milli came over to fetch me to service (DOUBLE YAY) and yup, we headed to Timbre to chill out with some of the tertiary students in her cell group after church :) I miss them so much now that we're not in the same cell group :(
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Then on Sunday, I met Shin and Josh for dinner! we went to settle our mac cravings by ordering...

2 LARGE FRIES/ 20 PIECE SPICY NUGGET/ 1 MC CHIX/ 1 FISH FILLET ...

EACH (OK JOIKING)

and after which, we headed over to Swensens for desert! I love desert so much I feel like having tao suan & some awfully chocolate ice-cream now ><

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On Monday, HAPPY LABOUR DAY! I broke a record because I met 23 friends that day :) Met the Biz peeps ( 18 of us! ) to catch THOR, awesome show! k, I don't think I have to elaborate on that show because many of you would have already caught it.

Then straight after the movie, I rushed off to meet my favorite group of people from TP, my bitches :) purpose of meeting was to heal the broken hearted, which is yours truly. We wanted to head to Timbre but it was late and some of them have to head to school at 8am the next day.

So instead of Timbre, we headed to Cafe Cartel for desert after purchasing our ssm necessities from Daiso...

To be honest, I enjoyed the free baguette most, they kinda practice the Italian style there wherby they dip the bread with extra virgin oil and vinegar, its Italian styled right....? Sorry if I sound like a mountain tortoise.

PAK IS ATTACHED :)

Nope, Shin and Joash are not gay! Anyway you guys can see that Wayne and Joash are abit red and tipsy. Apparently we love drinking and we drink wherever we go... YES, EVEN TILL CAFE CARTEL. They bought 2 glass of beer and smuggled in there and then you see the 2 red cups, yup... they filled it up with beer and tadah.... their faces.

♡♡♡

you look perfectly alright with your hair ok shinnnn:)

hehe i love my cheek bones

thanks for being there and picking me up bitches :) you guys are what I call.. true friends.
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Gonna head to school to swim with Sam and Sherry now and then heading to meet my bitches again :)

2011-04-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

I have came to a point where I do not know how to feel anymore. I know I will never feel happy in life again and there's no one to blame except myself. Even if we are going to be back together once again, my love for him will be from a whole new prospect, I'm sorry. But then again, I doubt the day of the latter would eventually come.

I'm hurt and I'm torn, yet I love you and I don't know how to move on.

Where is the happy Sheila who doesn't need to fake her smile? Even I myself, am desperate to find the old me.

5th

2011-04-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

I wonder.. if I'd ever cross your mind

I dont know if you'd still wished we were together, I don't know know if you'd still text me later, wait.... will he even remember this date? 5 months ago was the happiest day of my life and 5 months later, here I am today, standing even stronger emotionally.Feelings waver but my love for you will never falter. There isn't a second you weren't running through my mind. Every night I look at our photos and tears will just flow. I look at the cards you did for me everyday and I wonder, do you even appreciate the things I have done for you. I spent at least a week to make a video for you and yet it was watched only once. I made a card during my test week, I doubt you even barely touched it and I still take it out from the bag to read it everyday.

I should have let go the day he wanted to, look at how happy is he now, even w/o me. Loser ugly duckling me still trying to pick herself up day by day. She cant get over him. Everyday she has to put on that mask to all the people around her to tell them she's ok. I want to fight for you but.. you don't allow me too.

Things wasnt the same 5 months ago, yesterday and neither will it be the same tomorrow but I know my God remains unchanged.

Happy supposed-to-be 5th. xx you deserve better..

"I know that You are for me"

2011-04-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

happy easter everybody. I am wondering if anybody is even at this space reading my rantings. Just came back from Church service and once again, City harvest drama production never failed us. Message was broad across accordingly and nevertheless, God touched my heart in every way during the service, sermon was great and it left me pondering a while. Thank You Jesus for washing away every single sins of mine time and again.

my precious

cat and darling

these are people whom I grow up with since I was secondary 1! been through the most and shared the most problem with them , esp my dear Jaslyn Chuah.

swirl :)
yes, if you have realized, we have been dining at Just Acia for dinner 2 days straight after service.

Oh well, the new semester is starting next week, 1 day to be exact and I dont know if i'm prepared for it. I have no idea who 3/4 of my class mates are. I must say that Lady Luck is definitely not with me because neither any of my classmates nor the bitches are in the same class as me. To be very honest, I am so afraid of going to school, I am pretty sure I am not ready to mingle with new friends. I miss my year 1 class so much and surely never had I thought that I would exactly 1 year ago when I first met them.

What if there's no one willing to work in the same group as me for projects? What if there isn't anyone who is willing to help me in the midst of my difficulties during the semester? I don't want to be a loner but sigh, accept the fact she, life is all about changes.

I'm getting my hair dyed tomorrow. After which I will be meeting my beloved classmates :)

good night xx

tuesday morning

2011-04-18T19:52:00.000-07:00

yawn... woke up at 930am

IM GOING FOR THRIFT SHOPPING ^^
RUNNING LATE :'(

mee goreng

2011-04-11T10:03:00.000-07:00

so it's about 1 ish in the morning right now and while ranting to the best friend online, I decided to blog about how strong my craving for mee goreng is right now....

my craving for mee goreng has been on going since forever!!!! apart from korean kimchi noodles, instant mee goreng is like a must have in the kitchen cupboards, well at least for me. Sad thing is.... I have all sorts of instant noodle in the cupboard right now except this.......
OMG HELLO WHERE ARE YOU WHEN MY TUMMY NEEDs YOU THE MOST RIGHT NOW??

my craving was so strong( AND STILL IS) till I actually went to googled pictures and youtube videos (search :" how to cook instant mee goreng noodles")

then the bestfriend just had to rub it in and send me this photo..

AHHHH WHY DO I ALWAYS LIKE TO TORTURE MYSELF?

If I wrote a note to God

2011-04-10T10:46:00.000-07:00

not only you guys are questioning about our r/s, even up till now I do not have an answer. I don't know whether this is the best way though I know that this is definitely not the smartest yet the wisest way. Never had I loved a guy this much before till the extent that I can actually say :" I can't do w/o weixiang". Yes, I know I can actually do w/o him but hope you guys get my drift from that sentence? especially those who know me personally and long enough, you guys will know that I am definitely not very much into boys and definitely able to do fine and well w/o them in life.

I don't know if I am a burden to him especially when he was the one who initiated the breakup at first :'( I wonder if he lies in bed every night wondering what should he do to distance himself away from me in order for me to forget this relationship. You guys have no idea how much I fear of loosing him every second. Every night before I sleep, I fear that he'd be gone the next day. When we meet up, I fear that this meet up is gonna be the last and poof, he's gone for better or for worst. I seriously dread for this day to come till the extent I can actually pray to God :" God.. if you love me, don't take him away from me."

I honestly find wexiang brainless (hehe sorry) when he say:"forget bout me, you'll find better..." SERIOUSLY SPEAKING i'm not at the age of 8 years old where you can expect me to forget the way you want it to be 10 years down the road, right? I'm at a goddamn age of 18 oh holy mama, common its the time of my life where I try out the bits and pieces of things that are able to build up chapters in my life. Fine.. my brains MIGHT be able to please you to FORGET things like getting wasted at night but helloooooo, falling in LOVE in a total different thing :'( and.. wo bu yao other guys sorry, only want weixiang ok.

Sometimes I find myself such a let down, to the people around me, especially God :( my faith is still strong but I can't deny it isn't as strong as ever anymore. Part of me just wants to be trapped in her past- that little girl who was in charge of her school's revival and so hungry for God at the same time, having that little few friends around her, never worrying about money, when boys are inexistence. Another part of me just want to skip all this dramas and processes to the future I am fated in and hopefully, weixiang will be in my future.

hate to be with you because I will eat like I have just run loose from hell.
love>hate.

stinko and smelly②⑤①①

2010-12-03T09:19:00.000-08:00

we're official, yeah... like finally ♡
Apart from the friends I've met in TP, this is yet another greatest gift I've received from God in the year 2010.

I guess the journey towards this relationship has taught me a lot. I've learn to be stronger, to give in more, to be less self centered, i could go on and on but the most important lesson I've learn throughout these 6 months, was.....

''Everything that is worthwhile never comes easy"

and I thank God that I didn't once give up on you. I held on even though my heart was broken when you left me once. I thank God for the small pair of eyes he gave me, so that I couldn't see more but only you. I thank God for my persistent heart, so that there will only be a space, specially for you.

You were just an eye candy right from the start, I remember first seeing you in your white FBT singlet, getting ready to do your pull ups. I could not stop starring at you, dont ask me why? I would want to know the answer as well. I was bad at recognizing people, so I tried hard to look for something which was prominent on you, and that was your orange band.

I don't want to go on anymore but everything seems like a true fairytale.
But.....
If its a fairytale,let in go on forever.
If loving you was a mistake, let it not be corrected forever.
If loving you was a crime, let me be a criminal forever.

So many of you out there always ask me :''why weixiang?" "what do like about him"?
I'm sorry but I really have no answer to this, my mind is always blank and I got nothing to say but... if I were to say that I like you because of your looks (initially it was), what if one day you loose your looks?, if I were to say that I love you because you make me feel so safe and lucky, what if I don't feel that anymore especially when you enlist into the army in future. If I were to say because you're strong and you can protect me, what if one day those muscles turn to fats and you become soooo fat, even fatter than my current state.

Its just nothing, I just love you. Love is just so blind,even if you turn to the ugliest and fattest, I'll not continue loving you, I WILL EAT EVERY SECOND TO BE LIKE YOU AND LOVE YOU !

Am I not blessed enough to have you, Wee Weixiang?
Its my honor to be your most beloved girlfriend ♡

pixie girl

2010-10-04T20:24:00.000-07:00

just like what we both always say to each other, its really quirky how we can be this close.

For those going ''???'' at the above sentence, Emmy and I actually both knew each other in a club! you know like two person having no mutual friends or no similar background, how is it even possible to keep in contact when we dont even have similar topics rightt?
i call this a fate friendship

So damn pretty right?

love you so much pixie dragon girl :)

Enemies then to lovers

2010-09-26T09:32:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO EVERYONE, IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK ONCE AGAIN! Im done with my exam and even gotten my results back :> Sad to say, i didnt performed up to mine, as well as my parents expectation but oh wellz, its just semester 1.1 and I'll just take it as a learning point of what to do and what not to for the better poly years ahead from sem 1.2 onwards. For those out there who didnt do as well as you wished to, heads up and hope you guys look at the same point of view as me :>

GPA 3, watch me as I work for you in the next semester onwards :>

I got myself a job at Cotton On Ion, yes yes that big mega store opposite that korean cosmetic??? store where my husband Lee Min Ho is always standing there watching me as I work. You guys will go like :"whatever sheee!" or "ewww wtf another kpop fanatic" but but but im really not into kpop, neither will i turn into one BUT you guys have to really watch Personal Taste and you'll just watch yourself falling in love with Min ho or turn gay (for guys). Its a Korean serial btw... :>
Back on track, my NEW job :) its pretty fun yet tiring there though it gets boring at times especially when you're not allowed to talk during work but other than that... the collegues I met there are nice to mix with and bring hell lotsa laughter, thank God for that :>

So..the purpose of blogging today is of course not to boast about my new job or my sucky GPA, let alone of course not telling you guys about Personal taste...

Today's intention of blogging is dedicated to my dearest Tan Tingwei :>( I KNOW YOU'RE WAITING!!!)

Happy birthday Beloved, u're by far the most lucky girl i've come across :) you're blessed w a good family, loving boyfriend and lovely bunch of friends (us us us!) so you better buck up and work your ass off throughout this last lap for you O's ok? We're all supporting you mwahhhhh.

The friendship we shared weren't the same like any others, it was different. We went through well, i must say quite alot? We started from enemies and I dont know how we ended to this day where she even has a place in my heart :>

3 of my girls have really changed so much and became so much mature eversince secondary 2 and IM PROUD OF THEM I MUST SAY :> just hope that one of them will stop and quit smoking forever....

the love of my life... EGGS

Renuion with my loves

Love my french fries

xoxo

My girl has a pair of beautiful eyes, no?

if you're kpo enough to click on this and check our conversation, go ahead ....

manage to take a few shots with my ang while he was possesed.

queing up to make our payments shows how we reminisce secondary school recess
AHHH PUIII NO WAY~

I like the toilet lights and the china boys working there heeheee cranky much?

happy people :)

time for surprise.......

head for desert after our china steamboat and TADAH, a small slice of cake from swensens for her :>

...... THATS ALL...... cant get enough of my face?.......

HERE'S THE LAST IRRITATING PIECE OF ME FOR ALL OF YOU,

HAVE A GOOD NIGHT XX

cant find anything to fit in here

2010-08-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hello all, its been another few months. Not that long, anything that can be count with fingers are not long at all, right? In terms of every aspect -Friendship,Family and love *winks*, life has been treating me alright I guess, oh wait, studies being the exceptional , like it always have been.
Having my holidays now, in a nastier term, it is called study break. Just planned my schedule on what to study daily nicely today but seems like it is not going to be a sucessful one because today's target was being hit. Im trying my best to study very hard, I guess everyone is....

Hi 3-3.5, I would gladly love to meet you for my GPA.

I miss floorball so much. Our competition have just ended :( and we're having our exam break now... which means to say that there will be no more training to exam is over!

I had so much fun and experience during pol-ites.

GOAL!!

f-o-c-u-s

They say in everything you do, experience is most important and winning is just a bonus

During our mid term break, we went to try out buffalo wings @Sunset grill. I wouldnt say its a must-try, guess its more of an experience for one. The price is really unreasonable, I guess u're paying just for an experience and the view of the sunset, if you're there @ the right timing of course. Nontheless, it was worth trying.

In the cabbie, otw otw, Debz is soo pretty :)

Manday and Debbie!

Before we entered st james,
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Yum yum...

How do I make such thick waffles!

Call me a sua ku Singaporean but I have never tried those small little hamburgers look-a-like before. I dont believe in spending so much in those little treat but I wanna try it so badly. Hence....IM GNA MAKE MACARONS NXT WEEK!

simple things

2010-07-09T20:42:00.001-07:00

simple things in life that i could do just to make myself happy.

get myself a tub of hagen daz rum n raisins/ loose 5kgs/get my ankle well before competition/ hope someone gets that yellow wierd looking bear for me at action city/fellowship w my dearest cellgroup/ get done n over with my projs and assignments/ staying over at my babyhoo's house for at least a week/ catching up with my gf hving htht with my bbygirls/dig out time to shop/run and run and run/hv a dinner at 85w my secondary sch friends/watch soccer matches w.o any worries abt time/slow down the weekends/marketing w the family/take a breather

& lastly .... talking to you forever even theres nothing more gg on.......

RACHELBBYLAMS

2010-06-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

photos spammed before training ytd~

lams so happy being my girl

red bull gives you wings

projects makes us go.........

LOVE YOU LAMS!!

back

2010-06-03T21:06:00.000-07:00

I CANT DESCRIBE ASIA CONFERENCE, ITS WAY BEYOND PHENOMENAL AND AMAZING

hi peeeepo, its been a good 10 weeks since I've disappear from blogger~ now that i've finish my mid-sem test, let me start the holidays well with some pictures and updates.

In a blink of an eye, half a semester have alrdy past, projects are slowly kicking in our lives, many deadlines to meet but nonetheless, poly life have been treating me good and I cant wait for the holidays to be over so that I can meet my bunch of buddies again!

Yes, these are my classmates, people whom I meet everyday for tutorials! very nice people to get along with, all from different walks of life ranging from korean fanatics to.... you name it!

I like (Y)!

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Rachel, Mandy and Eunice are bbygirls who I meet and hangout more often practically because Eunice is in my class, Rachel's in floorball, Mandy and I talks 24/7 in our bbm messenger!

Emily is pretty no matter how ugly she tries to be! Love talking to her on the phone heeheee.

My pretty darling <3

3 cheers for bbm who brought us thus far, close.

pardon us.

Debs is so pretty in a diff way :)
+ Shuxiang, Joash Shinju Pakteng ....

these are the people I spend most of my time in school :) Glad to have them by my side. I'm definately blessed by God these bunch of people. You guys play an important part in my life, I love you girls + boys because you people bring joy to my life in different ways.

ttgeez!

good ol' memories we have back then huh....

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this is my floorball team :>

Travel

2010-04-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

I rlly cant stand adult fares, its srsly adding to the burnt hole in my pocket :<>

the 12 of us! Shall introduce all of thm from the left! Huiqi (she got the same bag as me! ), Cheryl,Chun wee,Xinhao ( cute + handsome), Teckwei,Changhui,Xinfa, Tengfa (charming right?),Brandon, Linda darling, Me and Andrea( vv pretty! )

Chunwee

Our chocolate fondueee~

They seem so contented w their brownies! Ahh vv cute boys :>
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After tht, Darling and I headed to Cityhall to meet the cell group for potluck (WAH SEE TRAVEL AGAIN BUAY TAHAN)

we stopped at Bedok to wait for Guo sheng and gang which took nearly 30 mins arghhh.....

Had our potluck session @ Esplanade rooftop! Enjoyed my day w all u ppl whom I met today xx

ASOS

2010-04-08T19:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night was spent entirely on one windows filled with 234567 tabs of ASOS websites. Abby was so cute, she suddenly msn-ed me and asked me about my pair of slippers. Well, actually im still contemplating bout it because I actually saw it in Sg alr :( (so girls, you can actually get urs @ havaianas, ION orchard!) Back to the point, so Abby told me she's spreeing as she has alot of items in her shopping bag! then following, she told me she'll ORDERING YST NIGHT! of course kan chiong aldy lor, so me and my friends quickly go shop shop shop and order order and ORDER-ED!

35 POUNDS, CHEAP RIGHT BUT I DIDNT ORDER HEEHEEE!! YELLOW MAKES ME SO HAPPY, ITS MY FAVOURITE COLOUR :>

2010-04-06T19:43:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, back with some pictures. I got a truckload of pictures here and there but it's v v tedious to resize and upload because the file is BIG! So pardon me if I only post up a few pictures but rest assured i'll promise to update more frequently :> Sch's starting in another 2 weeks, I dont know whether to look forward or to dread it. Ahhh whtever~

Hmm, about a week back, it was my Dad's bdae!

this is my blooderrrrrrrr

When we were too bored in the car, me and korkor started playing w the camera settings~

Mummy

Huggggggggs w my pretty mummy

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Monday I met Delirious dy~
colours colours~

I look so happy :>

Im always on my phone, more than 50% of my phone in the camera is all me with my phone, hooked up w the bbm!

xx

fetish for slipperz

2010-03-23T09:46:00.000-07:00

cant stop staring at my nails, its seriously MAD :>

today i got myself a 2nd pair of gold plate.

Oh gawd, 3 weeks back I lost my pair of slipperz in the prestige cab, I felt so wasted and dumb. I was heading to a friend's bdae celebration and changed into my shoes w/o putting my pair of slippers back into my bag. Sigh.... like who will buy 2 pairs of these. My friends cant even manage to get staff discount for this pair for me :"(

and though I got the 2nd pair....this pair got me raving over :

hehehe last pair ok promiseeeeeee <:

oopsy daisy

2010-03-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Started the week well which is a good sign :> I'm currently waiting for my nails to be dry so why not i just use the time to blog rather than lazy around since I took the camera out tday beamz

so today I met Dayang Guoan Tanyi and Ziyang for a session of ktv.

Pic no 2 is super ugly I knw :( But its my close up not-a-v-ready-shot. No 3 shows the colour of my nails currently! Yes, its soo pretty I cant stop staring at my nails. Almost all the girls in ambush are having this 'Mad as a hatter' colour on and I cant help but to fall in love with it too :> Yay me happy girl, thank you Dayang for accompany to hunt for this!

MY FAVOURITE DIGUA FROM SHILIN YUMZZZ

Wonder if he washed his hands before...... taking this

ready to do some hair flippin'

then they had to go home bcos thr's sch tmrw :(

Those light streaks, let me tell u, ITS TIRING!!!

Rest of the photos will be up on fb!!! Im too tired to upload, this is like only 1/10 of what we took.

I guess this is one of my longest post yet so far. Blogging has nv been this tiring,resizing and uploading - took me almost 2 hours. Now tht my nails are dry, Im gg to turn in soon because I got dental appointment tmrw! Tmrw gna be fruitful cuz Im meeting my cell leader for lunchy after my dental and thr's prayer meeting after, yay!!

ok, have a good week all love you ppl xx

2010-03-17T20:59:00.000-07:00

Hi earthlings its been sometime since I've update. The new 550D has been treating me fairly well just that its a little tad too oversize for me to bring out. Nonetheless, Im lovin it.

17/03: I thought I was going to loose you :(

As much as people say he resembles x, he's one of my friends whom I feel so comfortable being tgt/talking with. One that I can never worry I cant share my problems w. I still rmb the days when we were online almost all nights hearing muttons at midnight..discussing abt things other than whats most impt -the big O's.

rest your back well please :>

Venue: PS/CATHAY

my house :>

How i wish i could share the sufferings you're going through. Its hurts to see you like this:(
Love you, love you very very much (HAHAHA, i cant sing the real version la)

2010-02-25T06:32:00.000-08:00

i am so t.i.r.e.d :'(

ambush- Mandarin Gallery

doo drop byyyyy :>

i miss babyhooo

siblings are friends u can't choose

2010-02-07T20:34:00.000-08:00

the one who will always accompany me in the living room every Fri, Sat and Sun watching two teams of 11 chasing a stupid ball after which dozing off and awakes again after the voice of his sister shouting ''GOAL~''

DAXIANG DAXIANG

2010-02-04T08:42:00.000-08:00

This pair of socks was given by Jon from Korea. Arent they cute and how can anyone resist Shin chan awww.

JAS :''SP= STUPID PEOPLE, TP=TERRICFIC PEOPLE''

2010-02-01T10:15:00.000-08:00

How time really flies, its already the 1st day of Feb. So many resolutions, yet untouched. Oh wellz, I must say that I really enjoyed post O lvl days, like who doesnt right but I guess I had enough of fun/joy/peace/laughter. I feel so bored, I feel like I'm wasting my precious time doing useless stuffs besides meeting my friends, its like flipping a book w/o its content, so unmeaningful... I miss those books, I miss uniforms.. I miss school rules... I miss.. my...schoolmates. I went to appeal today and I saw those students and I wished I was one of them..

Today, Jaslyn and I met Zon and Charmaine, my ex zone members. After that eons of not seeing them, we finally met up to do some new year shopping + dined together @ Astons. It feels good meeting them up again, I mean to me, it is really hard to find people like Zon and Charmaine, people who takes the initiative to catch you up and stays in contact with you!

This is talented + charming Zon! An all rounder i must say. Drummer, Beat Boxer (I rmb those days when you taught us how to beat box like ''bu zhe ke da zhe ke zhe ke bu da zhe ke and @#$#@!...'') Guitarist( HEHE, promise to teach me right?) and now, your very one in a million INTERNATIONAL BIZ student @ SP! AH~ CLEVER LA OKKKK

This is charismatic Charm!! She's sooo sweet + pretty and sooo natural, you just feel so comfortable with her. *shakes hand charmaine* Charm has a unique disorder, her hand shakes whenever she is lack of glucose? Its a sign for her to eat!! So for all night, we were shaking our hands vigourously like her, SO CUTE RIGHT?

While waiting for our turn, we decided to take some shots to kill time. We.Were.So.Dead.Hungryzz.

Sooo.... apparently, we did not meet up in this outfit! We went to F21 to buy a few pieces and decided to change into THIS! Charmaine and I got the same grey top and Jas got a brown V neck one.

After 3omins.

HURRAYZZZ.....

Waited for like 20 mins for our dishes while we savour the bits and pieces of mushroom in the Cream Of Mushroom, accompanying the bowl of soup were two slices of crispy garlic bread, absolutely slurpzzzz(THUMBS UP)

Charmaine left for shopping II @ Bugis while the 3 of us headed to Marina Square for bowling~Ok, so the storey goes like this, There was a group of VJC students, approx 10-15 of them that were there to bowl as well and apparently, they were behaving like as if they were witnessing a live FOOTBALL match @ England, screaming and cheering @ the tops of their lungs. Imagine doing that for each and everyone going for their to turn to bowl those pints, SUPER IRRITATING. Everyone got irritated I guess so the ang mohs started to cheered for themselves, those beside us cheered and .....WE CHEERED TOO. The whole bowling alley sounds like a zoo but wtv we had fun ^^

Thanks for not making me meet my Monday Bluezz, see ya guys nxt Friday!

Fisheye

2010-01-30T20:19:00.001-08:00

Mel bought her fisheye lens ytd!

Xinyan, Yongxiu ,Melmelmel

MELANIEEEEEEEE (''V'')

Jinliang, Huishan, Amelia

Jaslyn, Jinliang, Huishan,Brandon
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Planned to swim today but I cant find my goggles :( Waiting for my phone to buzz. If you're a BB user, can u add me? I very bored, lonelygirl_93! OH, and I have created a new FormSpring, its very cool, all you ppl can ask me questions there. Be it good or bad, i'll still answer ^^ HEHE LATER I CAN SEE POTATO!!!

When I say I hate you, I actually meant that I LOVE YOU

2010-01-29T00:09:00.000-08:00

HIII EARTHLINGS. Yesterday I met my bestfriend at around noon time. Decided to only walk around Parkway but headed to town after walking aimlessly for 5 mins in the mall. Hehe, we always make impromtu decisions but no matter what, the day will always turn out fun filled! We went to f21 @ 313, I took 7 pieces and was serious about buying them but guess what left with me out of f21? A NECKLACE. We stayed inside for close to 2hrs and left with a $15 item, we're seriously damn cute. Hongkong cafe after that, slurpzzzz, its been awhile since i've been there, After that we were suppose to go to ION orchard to hunt for new school bags but my stomach acted up so we settled somewhere under the tree blasting songs and taking photo( totally xiia0 ahhliianx). We went to SASA and pick up some essentials (ok not really) then we saw that C and K having some 50 % sales, so we went in to the crowd to become one of the i-see-i-like-i-buy member. Got myself 2 pairs of shoes and a pink wallet for Babyhoo. Its like her xxxth walllet and Im seeing how long can she last with this. Oh well, my girl's an impulse buyer...

Decided to stay over @ Babyhooo's HEHEHEHEHHEEEE I LOVE STAYOVERS AT HER HOUSE.

Over @ her house....
We decided to DOLL UP, OH YEAHHH~

1) OUR BARE FACES. TOTALLY INNOCENT (boringzzz~)

2) ME W EYELINERS ON introducing Babyhoo's xxxth member of the wallet gang.

3)WANTED SOMETHING BOOMZ SO SHE PASSED ME HER COOLEST SHADE OF PINK.

I have nv had any applicators on my lips so year, i treated it like a crayon and colour my mouth.

Babyhoo just ROFL , IDK WHATS SOO FUNNAE

4) THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT GOT WRONG WITH HER AND SHE DREW HER FACE LIKE THIS. SO CHIO RIGHT??? LOVING IT TOTALLY.

3)HUUHUUU, SHE GOT HERSELF A MOLEY MOLEY

4)HEHEHE THEN I JOINED HER!!!

5) We decided to clean our make up off!!! Later all the pimples infest on our face~~~

5) FINALLY WHILE I WAS CHATTING WITH DAYANG ON MSN, SHE DECIDED TO APPLY THAT ON MY FACE + MESS MY HAIR UP!!! WA SERIOUSLY I LOVE HER TTM!!!!!

HEHEE LOVE MY BESTFRIEND, not everyone's able to find someone to go crazy tgt with you, read the bible with you at night and allow you to sleeep very near her despite sleeping tgt on a king size bed!!!

SIAN

2010-01-26T01:05:00.000-08:00

Another week's gone & here's the start of another. Everyone's dreading the start of a new day cuz of school but well, at least they got a schedule to follow unlike me. No plans & everything, just seeing the days pass me, so fruitful-less, meaningless, sad life :( BOO

I found a job though! I hope my friends will pay me a visit when i start working. Yinjie has alr started work, hope he's doing fine ^^

Saturday was Mea's 17th!

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Mai looks so pretty!

During our true or dare session. Jon got really cranky I guess and started pasting pantyliners x99 on my legs. Oh, those pantyliners were from the pinata. That night was special, instead of sweets, the pinata consist of waxing strips, condoms ,jellys and pantyliners. W-O-W right?

Yay, I love them! I look forward to every Mondays because its our day to Washou (Jap meal btw) + L4D2+ Roti john+ Weekly topics about everything. Where to find such lovely friends right?

happy bdae shorts, we love you though you go around and cheat our feelings xx

Way back in the early Jan, we had our class chalet. It wasnt that sucessful I guess, many didnt turn up but whatever~ I guess those present were the ones we truly wanted them to come ^^

Very lazy to upload photos ~

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@ Sentosa hmmmm

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Yesterday before meeting up w my homies,

Went on a flight around North area of Sg! Thank God the Sun wasnt that strong ytd and it was very cooling in the sky ( like duh~ ) I HOPE I HAVE LIKE 2 MILLION DOLLARS TO BUY A PLANE MYSELF SO I CAN BRING ALL MY FRIENDS FOR A RIDEEE~~

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Done with this post, 1 more hour till 7pm, time hurry passs, I want to talk to my chan junsin HOHO

Seek

2010-01-22T08:04:00.000-08:00

He is faithful, He is my a w e s o m e God.

II

2010-01-17T20:33:00.000-08:00

eversince sec 2! we've come a long way :)

Mix

2010-01-17T08:17:00.000-08:00

Ask me bout this week, it has been a mixture. A mixture of days being sad+happy+worried. A week that didnt go well for me but I'm glad that I have many friends who cared.

This week was also the week that most of the 16s dread, Result day. I would not say i have done well, neither would i say bad. I did my best & I guess i deserve the points looking @ the amount of effort i've put in! I got all B3 and by helping me to look @ the brighter side, my friends told me that it was good i was consistent in all my subs. Not to say chinese of course, heh heh, I got c5 for that.

This week, the Pastor also anounce that the church found our new location. I cant wait for Arise and Build, I cant wait to give God my best ^^ Everyone have been waiting for this for sooo long & the day is finally here. Yay..

Yesterday was Best birthday. It was definately not his best birthday celebration but I hope we made his day! Time for pictures :

Who doesnt enjoy the photobooth!

Beloved: ''JUICE JUICE JUICE AH?''
ME: ''ARGHHH STOPPPPPPPPP''

Who doesnt love retail therapy! F21+PEDICURE!

head over to Yj's to celebrate w his family! & Oh... I love his Mom, she's sooo cheerful!

+ Shane and Tw, who had to head home early oh well, school school!

Happy Birthday once again, loveyouverymuch & I hope that you'll excel in your studies and stop ___________ (you know what i mean)

A new week, this week will be a better week for everybody I hope!

Study hard all you students out there.

Play hard, work hard, for the bo-tak-chek people like me.

Beamzzz

2010-01-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

just got back home from Ikea with 1/6 of my cell group.

super fun, i love spending time with them. Each and everyone nv fail to make my day whenever I meet them.

slamon+chickenwings+meatballs+friedrice+hotdog buns=SLRUPZZZ

Went for Sp & Np openhouse today. Huishan were more interested in the goodie bags rather than what the school has too offer. Sp's huge, Np's asking too much, the slopes to walk will literally kill me in 3 yrs if i were to go in. Nyp and Tp tmr! I believe Tp's gna be gr8 cuz last yrs's experience was (Y). Sigh, its either Nyp or overseas now.

Alternative... Accounting? Lets see on Mon.... ohwellz

TODAY'S THE 7TH DAY OF THE YEAR AND I HAVEN GOT MY ORGANIZER. TMR BY HOOK OR BY CROOK, I MUST GET IT IF NOT....... I DONT KNOW LAAAAA DSFDSSDGFGF

Thoughts

2010-01-06T08:37:00.000-08:00

I've been thinking alot and i enjoy doing that. I like it when im in the bus, you ponder over something sweet that happened and then you cant help but to smile. Another situation will be, you're hearing to a particular song, you thought of something and you ... :)

Im so excited.. getting my pay this sunday. One of the things i wish seeing myself changing in 2010 is to becoming a better daughter so..... after getting my pay, Im going to bless my family with one week of groceries.

Nostalgic

2010-01-03T19:03:00.000-08:00

I miss my schoolmates. If we were to be @ school nao, we'll be having recess. My hands will be locked with katherine, walking down the spiral staircase, the guys will be either infront ,behind or in the toilet. Bimbo and I will be talking bout what to eat. Afterwhich, we'll probably be queing up @ zhen zhen. Not very much of a queuing issue but a cutting queue one. We'll spend the longest time ever to look for a bench cuz theres a very big group of us..I'll be poking the guyss egg yokes. Then, there'll be an eating competition. The girls will never have to worry putting back the plates because the guys are gentlemens and they'll do the job. Somehow during the meal, someone will offer to take orders to buy drinks for us. I'll always buy apple juice and maybe a meiji choco milk. Bimbo and I will then go to the toilet while the guys wait for us somewhere... With many jokes and laughters, we make our way back to class,usually 5-15mins late.

2010-01-01T19:41:00.000-08:00

Its hard to put 365 days into words but they say a picture speakes a thousand words.

on the first day of 2010

2010-01-01T19:16:00.000-08:00

So yesterday I saw myself stepping into a whole new year of 2010.1st day of 2010, I went to JB with my family yay whee and I did my hair so now it is full on curls which looks like Maggi mee. My hair smells like chemicals which is very disgusting + I can wash it for a few days eww but im still very happy because curls curls curls, beamzzzzz ^^

Will not list out all my new resolution but this year, I really want to commit my life into God's hands and be more God fearing ^^ 2009's not really a good year with O lvls and struggling with relationship and stuffs but I still thank God for everything. I really miss those Weds where all of us will be in Clark quay in our school uniform attending bible studies @ river walk, enjoying God's word & fellow shipping with one another. Now that i'm free again, bible study here I come yay!

Lovestrukkk

2009-12-26T23:57:00.001-08:00

When you love someone,
you visit his facebook profile more than you visit your friend's, you're willing to meet him no matter how far he is to see his face , you check your phone every 10 mins in hope that he will text you, you follow wherever he wants to go, you hope that your inbox is flooded only with his texts, when you receive a msg you hope that its no one but him ,when you receive his msg you smile and you cant wait to reply, you dont want him to feel lonely, you hope that there's as many commons as possible between you and him,you hope that he feels comfortable with you,your heart pumps x3 when you first meet him,you hope that he will date you more often,you want him to be totally open and share everything with you, you hope he'll tell you more his life, you want him to ask you more about your life, and lastly

you hope that he loves you back (AND HE DOESNT SEE THIS POST MWAHAHAHAAH)

2009-12-25T21:20:00.000-08:00

Unrequited love is a painful thing.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-25T03:50:00.001-08:00

merry merry christmas! just came back from a simple family gathering @ uncle's place.This year pretty much different, christmas been more hyped ,meaningful and interesting. With all the money I've earned from the job + my recent birthday blessing, i've chose to spend it wisely by buying gifts for some of my love ones. I wanted to get candycanes for my cellgroup but it was sold out everywhere, i went to hunt around Sg with Babyhoo but seems like our money + travelling have all gone wasted. Very disappointing and sad but chose to buy a box of baby donuts during our potluck! I love my cellgroup, they give me a sense of belonging and security, being with them, i know that at least i have friends who will standby me on my darkest and rainy days. Seeing the 2 echos of the church being filled and overcrowding pleases my heart, I enjoyed the Christmas drama and I have to admit that City harvest is the best church anyone could be in!

Being 16 on the other hand, me being me the mischiveous me went to Alcova yesterday with my babies to countdown and have fun but it all turned out a disaster. Didnt want to go in the first place bcos I really dislike crowds ,except church :) but i didnt bare to see the disappointed faces of my babies + they got me in through a guestlist. I guess people who went yst should just have come tgt to riot Alcova. Too lazy to mention what happen but ya....check out from your friends who've went?

felt soo ugly): went to club w/o make up >.<

2009-12-23T18:31:00.000-08:00

I pretty much guess I gave myself away yesterday.

the true me

2009-12-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry i didn't mean to scare you guys but this is how i look like everyday at home!
Yes yes, keep your comment to yourself ok? This is the sheila most of you have been chatting with in msn or fb.

Wee came back from Korea/China with quite a couple of things for me.
Thinking of naming the above xuanxuan(very gay and childish i know) and i know wee will be very much against it. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
Thank you so much anyway!
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MICHAEL IS COMING BACK TMR, I CANT WAIT, I MISS HIM, YOU MISS HIM, WE MISS HIM!!!!!!!!! TIME HURRY PAST PLEASE
People always say that time is not on our side. Find it so true because it doesnt pass the way we want it to be. This time, I really hope that time will play its part, past slower because its our last chance to spend our every moment with dear mich. Please time, im counting on you...do your part!

2009-12-19T09:58:00.000-08:00

Headed down to brother's camp @ SAF to witness his commission. The whole marching parade was way awesome, everyone synchronised and looked stunning. If the IR wont to open today, SR Nathan would be here too. To think back of how Kor used to hate his posting, I guess he have enjoyed the past 9 months of vigourous trainings with his officers+buddies. Nevertheless, Kor has changed pretty much through out this period too. Happier, more outgoing and more willing to spend more money on his beloved sister, yours truly. Having said that, Im proud to be a sister of a logistic officer, Gerald Wong!

Was the first to salute my brother as an officer so I get to recieve an angbao from him!

colourscolourscolours

2009-12-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

yellow makes me happy.

Fuchsia? makes me think of orchid.

Aqua is so gay but i like.

HI BELOVED,MY BANGS GREW but you still love me yeah?

christmas is coming and im feeling so hyped. cant wait for brother's commission later on and tmr @st james with my loves.

2009-12-16T06:48:00.000-08:00

Oh Lord

2009-12-14T07:28:00.001-08:00

So Darren just told me that he received 'good' (holly molly) news that O's result is coming out on the 6th. WHY MUST IT BE ON THE 6TH OF JANUARY? Cant it be on the 6th month of the year so that people still can still live their lifes in self denial like me. Yst Babyhoo and I went to celebrate my 16th and we chance upon a wishing ball and were suppose to write our wishes for 2010.We filled the whole sphere up and one of the thing I scribbled was

LIR5=6
so now u know whats self denial?

On the brighter side of the note, its good to receive results earlier because it draws away all worries, right? I cant wait to enter the same poly as C and Dy. I miss my friends, i hope we all dont drift apart.

2009-12-06T08:27:00.000-08:00

"Sometimes when I’m talking, my words can’t keep up with my thoughts. I wonder why we think faster than we speak. Probably so we can think twice."

Bill Watterson

Yes, so true.

tumblr is inspiring

2009-11-17T08:18:00.000-08:00

to jxxsxx:

"In the short time we spent together, we had what most people can only dream about, & I’m counting the days until I can see you again. Never forget how much I love you."

Nicholas Sparks

to my bestfriend

its been 4 days and i miss you):

16 nov

2009-11-17T07:54:00.000-08:00

during one of the chilling session:

chubby bunny <3>

the last time i played was way back months ago.

had really a fun time of nice talks/true and dare games(+the table bside us)/daidee with these two boys!

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2009-11-09T19:15:00.000-08:00

"You don’t love someone because they’re perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they’re not."

Jodi Picoult

happygirls

2009-11-09T08:10:00.000-08:00

pretty bestfriend.

starbucks' getting ready for christmas, love the cups(theres snowflakesssss)
as always, choco chip muffin <3

^^

imissyou//iloveyou

meet the bestfriend

2009-11-05T00:40:00.000-08:00

In times of distresss,

Im glad to have you by my side during the whole of o's^^

It is during this whole of 2 weeks, that we can see how the hands of God has tremondously helped us. Praying together,asking Him to help and guide us in our studies.

No matter what the outcome of the results are, all praise goes to Him.

Way to go babyhoo, one more paper and you're done with ur subject of 24 hardcore chap!

SCREAM

2009-11-04T23:43:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE O'S ARE OVER(NOT OFFICIALLY)